Maybe it’s from a lot of poor sleep, fighting off another cold. Maybe it’s my Cancerian/ruled by the moon thing of feeling particularly sensitive close to a full moon. (It’s a biggie at the end of this week – the moon is unusually close to the earth so watch for very high tides…and teary, emotional Cancerians). Maybe it’s both of those, coupled with my usual empathy for anyone suffering. From Friday last week I emotionally plummeted (well, no surprises there then).
I stress however, I am not depressed – just … feeling delicate and feeling, to a large extent, the need to be alone with my thoughts.. I’m being made aware every time I turn on the news of just how lucky I am. Whilst others have lost everything, my ‘big news’ is the arrival of a new lens. Wow. But it made me feel happy and in a child-like state of enthusiasm I put it on the camera body and started snapping ‘Miss Boo’ beside me, without checking any ISOs, f.stops, apertures or any of the other paraphernalia that makes for a technically ‘good’ photo.
What I got was blurry and all the rest of it but you know what? I realised that this captured today. It’s a moment in time, a moment when I felt happy and Miss Boo was happy and relaxed too, and my personal world was safe and…just right. Given the last few years, that felt particularly good. So that’s what made me think of writing here:
It doesn’t matter that my photos are out of focus – when I look at this I’ll enjoy the memory of the here and now.

So I’m posting this silly post- with the photographic message that even ‘bad’ shots may be worth holding on to, and the rather more important reminder that although the here and now may not be perfect in your world, find the good and hold on to it.